Apa Ada Dalam Bilik Opis

Bilik ku yg sungguh sepah. Apa ade? Meh kite check..

Atas meja:

1. koala bear kecik beso kotak tisu papi beli kt melben
2. patung pompan (patung lilin) - hoi napa aku ade patung2 nih? mcm horror aje
3. small hand rest pillow bentuk flower elly bagi for besday 2 thn lps
4. papers + rough papers + tender documents
5. IPTC tickets (byk plak tu..)
6. laptop
7. botol air 700ml (kaler purple) baru bli kt tesco
8. mug kotor bekas oat
9. tisu box
10. name card + name card holder + name card box (freak nye aku)
11. mug penuh ngan pen + pencils + ntah ape2 lagik
12.1 bottle of vits C yg dh bape thn tu.. hoii ntah2 dh expired
13.puncher
14. 1 big black calculator
15. i organizer
16. henpon
17. memo pad from clasquin
18. 2008 calendar

Bawah meja:

1. points
2. 3 pairs of shoes (xes & bonia)
3. 1 reef sandal
4. lacoste sling bag
5. victorinox laptop bag
6. avent cooler bag
7. papers (lagi) (bertimbun plak tu)

Tepi meja:
1. 1 goodie basket
2. accounting books (nak donate la buku2 tuh)
3. telekong + sejadah (hantaran kawin punye huhuhu)
4. door stopper
5. dustbin (belah kiri)
6. lemari file yg beso
7. another file bsepah2..


Hoiii byknye barangggggggggggggggg

Dalam laci toksah tnya ok kahkahakhkahkah

Dilema Hot Mami

Eiiii sedihnye.. 2-3 days before we went to Krabi, i had this major problem. My boobies no longer in Cup D size and the letdown omg tooks ages to come. Sami got hi, eh silap, very hi fever in Krabi but luckily the susu still ada & cukup for him eventho boobs kempes sentiasa.

Doc gives me Pil Tambah Susu the other day. Err my mistake maybe coz i didnt take as per prescrip.. heh konon takut kena bengkak susu. And the susu on off until last nite. Frust betol when sami cried as no let down & we have to give him EBM.

I've done everything:

- enfamama check
- oat + barli drinks check
- milk maid tea check
- fenugreek pill check
- pil tambah susu check
- 3 pumping session check
- direct feeding when with sami check
- eat in time check
- kurma + soya check (ermmm sedepnye ice blended kurma.. nk buat la mlm nih)
- tenangkn minda... errr nk check tapi tgh kacau jiwa ..how?

ok. i need to let go my stress. the depression comes when sami which is a very good boy marah2 bile let down xdek. sapa xmarah wei kalu cmtu. tapi bile sami marah mami terus stress. jgn marah mami sayang. i pray to Allah not to take the nikmat he gives me.

for those who wanted to know my feelings.. if i cant breastfeed sami until he's 2 i feels like i lost my life. lost peps who i love the most. i'm so devoted to breastfeed. i enjoy(should i put s?) breastfeed. i love breastfeed. i long to breastfeed. i hate formula. i hate peps discourage me.i hate peps ask me why i didnt give my sami formula. i love the feelings that i can hold sami, sapu2 kepala sami, cium2 tgn sami while he's enjoying his susu. I love the FACT that i lost weight because i breastfeed, i love to think that i got good figure by breastfeed. I love the thought that i dont need to worry to eat as i will lost callories everyday by breastfeed. I love the FACT that papi love me more when i breastfeed. I love to think that sami is a very fortunate boy. I'm a very lucky wife & proud hot mami.. oh I'm so obses to me Hot Mami. Hot Mami need big boobs. Pls susu dont go away..

saiko. i need to thinks something good. something best. go away. go away stress. frens pls doakan susu byk for me. byk susu. byk susu.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..
Banyak kan la susuku..
Khasiatkan la susuku...
Cukupkan la susuku sekurang2 nye sami umur 2 tahun...

Amin..