Post Dated

'nih bila nk buat partey nye nihhhh?' aunti biqque bertanya
'budak2 dah tanya bile tauuu' sambung aunti biqque resah

'tu la plannye awal bln depan.. tapi asik nk kena pospon aje.. xtau cemana xbleh nk kompom..' cam ngeluh gak la menjawab sbb kat kepala dok piker keje opis yg byk btambah2 tanpa henti smpai xbleh pk nk plan party, patu dgn pak mak mentua kesayangan nk dtg.. dgn mami cantek dh sound jgn buat 6hb dia periksa, periksa ape aku xtau yg penting kalu dia naik gaji aku pon dapat tempias kesenangannye.. rumput tepi umah? lagikla aku malas nk pikir.. sapa la yg nak tolong tebas..


timbul gak cadangan nk buat di mcd atau kfc.. tp mmg bukan spt aku.. aku kalu nk buat party, mestilah nk kengkawan lepak2 utk kesenangan diri.. bukan nk mkn dua jam patu kena balik dah.. alaaa xbeshnyeee...

dah la dekat sebulan aku xmenjenguk blog nihn..bykkkkk sungguh nk cite..

dgn kete mati road taxnye..
dgn mendapat panggilan telepon dari bank 'itu installment kite tolak insuren api.,. puan kena tambah bayaran.. '
dgn mendapat panggilan telepon hamper setiap malam pada pukul 12malam eh silap TENGAH malam.. pukul 1.. kebiasaan dlm kul 11 lebih time anak ko baru aje tido setelah mnyusu berejam kendia ko angkat telepon, mak mentua kesayangan yg kol, dgn suara kuatnye.... 'HAH BUAT APA? BUDAQ2 BUAT APA? SUDAH TIDURR?'

sumpah kalu aku smbung enty ini mmg dapat dosa


jadik sekian wassalam.. doakan yang baik2 utk kami

p/s-Suci dah jalan hihihiihi

Gigih

Jom! sbb dh kena sound kan.. kena gigih la nih nk update

 

Memula meh riki mini burger yg sungguh slurrrpppiii nih.. kalu nk rasa. meh la datang tp kena roger awal2.. maklum la nk pi carik bahannye kat Giant. Tak murah kalu nk jual kena sebijik singgit setgh baru pulang modal. Dah la skalik ngap dh masuk mulut.. tapi minggu dpn kalu nk dtg xbuleh, mak mentua datang umah, kalu nk dtg tgk mak mentua buleh gak la hihihihihihihi

 

 

Patu meh tgk plak ke 'getik' an cik Sucisonia nih

 

 

 

Time nih kat kenduri Adil, adik na cik elly. later2 lah update kenduri kawen. ekceli xsebok kat perantin pon sbb dok melepak borak, makan, makan, borak, makan lagik.. sampai tetiba perantin dtg dari blkg, 'kak skin pe kabar.. ' hahahaha paling xtahan kakak perantin sorg lagik datang 'skin... makin kurus uni nampak'.. ahh suka suka suka.. 5bintang kasik kat uni..

 

Akhir sekalik (ko blum ape2 dh akhir skalik yekk..) saya sudah bekerja semula dipejabat. Hari2 saya bukak internet layari website terutamanye social network fesbuk tetapi masih xnyempat nk update blog hahahhahahahhahaha

 

Sekian.. akan bersambung...

Dugaan Ramadhan

sebenarnye terlalu banyak dugaan satu per satu yg kitorang lalui, pagi nih datang lagik satu yg ntah la aku dh bleh agak sebenarnye. dah lama xrasa hilang semangat, lemah, marah (eh kalu marah selalu hihi), nak nangis etc

why me? WHY NOT!

semoga Allah ampunkan lah dosa2 aku. Aminnnn

Pregnancy & Back Pain

My lower back pain getting worst. Okeh i admit, i've never practise the fisio therapy exercise and even skip siap cancel my weekly terapi session.Dah lama tak pegi okeh! Malas? hehe no answer. Busy kot errk?

Cannot komplen, need to get refer letter again kt gynea sbb therapist aku takut aku dh ade sakit lain plak. I'm in my 27weeks now. Tak buat ape2 pon tp asik la dok sakit belakang. Paling worst mlm tadik sakit satu badan cam period pain la plak. Huh!

Malas nk bother ekceli sbb yg lebih sakit ialah jiwa raga aku. AKU TENGAH SAKIT HATI NIH!!

tak buleh nk cite kang org kata aku derhaka pulak.. sob sob sob..

aku nk pg soping lah!!

Grrrr...

Nih nak marah nih! Takkan dgn Liverpool pon buleh kalah? Bukan kuat pon team tuh duhhhh 

#&T(G??!%@#$%@%I*( :S

Hangin nye akuuu!!!

Review

Adoi.. ingatkan dapatlah membuat review pasai buku Jana RM dari Rumah tapii sungguh la bz & penat. Tak mnyempat. Penat zahir batin. Banyak kali juga la tidak dapat menunaikan janji huwaaa...

Entry? Adoii lagik la xdapat. Banyak gak cite sonok & lucu sepanjang percutian pertama kitorg tahun ini tetapi aku kena terima hakikat lah yg aku bukan penulis yang baik. Ok. Aku pencerita yang baik, kalu duk ngan member mmg mulut aku sorg la xbenti bercakap. Tapi nak menulis menaip mintak ampunnnn

Aku kena buat pengakuan la kat sini yang aku sebenarnye bukan WAHM tetapi WATW- work at home wife hahahahhahaha. Papi suh anto sami gak kt nurseri, satu dia xmo sami kaco aku, kedua dia xmo aku penat ketiga dia nak sami join kawan2, masuk kelas sume TETAPI dgn ketiadaan sami keje aku pon xbjalan sgt, umah tak abis kemas pon, baju lambat basuh, nak lipat apetahlagik, masak pong cincai2 aje. tadik siap beli mcd sebabnye aku takde masa nak kemas umah, aku xdek masa nak luangkan utk diri sdr, aku sebok aje la buat itu ini, proposal, forms, info, email, courier, carik materials, carik spot paling xtahan aku RINDUKAN samiii huwaaaa....

Patuuu aku rasa aku cam nak demam la plakkk, bangun pagi aje badan sakit2, kejap2 cam sakit perut, berangin, penat, cpt ngantuk.. (dh tua sgt ke aku??).. tapi sempat lah smlm bwk sami tgk movie hihi

Tadik Alhamdulillah dapat gak aku spot tapii dapat invitation aje dulu, kena bayo depo dulu baru kompom hihi... Jadik korg doa2kan lah aku, dapat bayo depo, dapat stok yg menariks, dapat carik pekerja jaga kedai dan dapatlah rezeki lebeh sbb opis lama aku cam nak buat hal aje nehh sampai ke hari nih xbayo2 lagik gaji.. ape kes!


Sabar, usaha, kerja keras insya allah berjaya

Esok 5 june 2010 bukan besday agong tapi besday Mak. Hepi Besday Mak. Tak dapat balik, insya allah ahad baru balik. Mak dah 62 tahun nih. I love u Mak.

sob..sob..

Bukan Mengeluh

'Sabar.. jaga orang sakit dapat pahala..'

Bukan nak mengeluh kena jaga Papi dan Sami. Tapi geram tak kalu tak cukup tido xcukup mkn keje xberenti patu BERAT TAK TURUN2????

Adoiii tak tau nk gelak ke nk marah

Balik nih nak mintak ampun la kat Papi.. then esok nk balik kampung nk mintak ampun kat Mak pulak. Patu tidak dilupe semayang taubat. Allah marah kat aku ke?? Orang kata kalu byk dugaan tu Allah sayang, kalu sakit Allah nk kasik kurang dosa, lagikpon Allah takkan kasik dugaan kat org yg xleh nk handle dugaan tu?

Dugaan

1. Papi & Sami sakit
2. Gaji xdapat lagik, sumber kewangan mmg terhad.
3. Boss asik carik pasal sbb aku asik cuti
4. Bisnes tak bape besh sbb terlepas satu peluang keemasan (tapi aku xdek le terkilan ke ape sbb pasal rezeki nih insya allah kalu usaha betol2 bleh berjaya)
5. Time management masih xdpt nk diselarikan (nih mmg terkilan, sampai nk update blog pong xsempat)
6. Berat tak turun2 (ciss)

Kelebihan

1. Sebab Papi & Sami xbape sihat so byk time spend utk dorg, gile besh baring2 tgk tv sama2, sediakan makan, mandikan dorg, pakaikn baju semuanya lah. selama nih xdek le nk jaga Papi cm gitu, pandai2 lah pakai baju sdr haha
2. Walaupon sumber kewangan terhad sbb xdpt nk bayo expenses lagik, makan pakai masih cukup and claim breakfast pack blum kutip lagik (nk kutip duit pong malas xsempat)
3. Boss tersedar sdr dan dh ok balik sbb aku buat bodo ngan perangai dia. Baru dia sedar bila dh ade org buat acc keje aku yg pending sume settle
4. Terlepas satu peluang tadik sbb time mmber nk amik order (tender) aku tgh kat spital dan xangkat phone TETAPI ade 2 potential bisnes coming. Dan Dan la plak neighbour sblh umah ade restoren (aku tau la dorg nih kaya) suka la plak kat nasik lemak (byk kali gak la nk buat delivery kena tahan dulu ngan dorg) and katanye nk amik morning orders for restoren dia.. wahhh jap lagik aku nk forward proposal then lepas aje event aritu dpt la gak sales lein
5. Walaupon masih xpandai bahagi masa, Sami suka gak teman pagi2 buat breakfast sambil tgk kartun. petama kali lah aku nk ucap terima kasih kat channel 611
6. Berat tak turun tapi PAPI SUKA!

Sekian

Hate Crime

I'm so full of hatred rite now. And hungry as well. Angry and hungry is a disaster combination. Tuit, i was annoyed yesterday and i thought the rage mood will be gone by today but somehow when i start gossiping with my sista (its a release tension session btw) i still can feel the angry feelings. Huh betollah amarah itu besfren syaitan. Kena amik air semayang nih.

Its a common hate crime.

Monster In Law.

Enough said.




















































(F word) off!

IBS Ku Kembali Kah?

Alaaaa bosannnnn...

Last thursday xpasal2 kena balik serangan angin hahahahhaha amik mlm tu gak muntah2 7 kali cirit birit lebeh 10 kali.. adoiiiiiii

Adekah IBS ku kembali lagik? kena set appointment checkup nih.. cis

Tengkiu to Papi sbb jaga dgn sepenuh hati.. xoxoXOXOxoxoXOXO

Dugaan

Ya allah depress nye!

1. aku stress, depress secara tetiba dari january lagik. tetiba rasa cm empty, sedih, frust, marah, nak nangis, dukalara, nak mati suma ade. kesannye berat turun, demam, jiwa kacau sbb asik susah ati and paling xtahan susu kurang smpai susah nk letdown

2. secara tetiba benci dgn keje. nak benti keje tapi tensen sbb byk utang.

3. mcm cilaka pulak kerana kompeni bongok nih xdek fund dah. gaji dari bulan 1 xdpt. kesimpulannye anto suratbenti keje (yahuuuu) tapi still one mth notice, ye la nk blah terus kang xdpt gaji. paling bongok bb nk tunggu duit projek aku yg nak masuk seminggu dua lagik nih.

4. kansel. kansel sume holiday plan. petama2 sbb aku xdek mood. keduanya duit xdek. skang kena jimat. papi dh byk kuar duit. eeeeii geram

5. sami demam, batuk,sesema. sebab utama nya mami dia demam xbaik2. aku pon pelik apesal aku asik sakit aje dr bln 1. ermmm

6. roadtax expired!. bagus. elok2 tgh sengkek nih rtax mati la plak. paling molekkkk sekalik ade saman yg mcm cilaka tuh. bagus bagus.

7. keje baru xdpt lagik. xdek sapa nk panggil iview. wat the hell. recession kan.

Sume nih dugaan, patu sume2 nih buleh disettlekan. mcm la xbese TAPI yg peliknye napa aku masih susah ati??

March: Summons of the month - RM400

HA!

NIH NAK MARAH NIH!!

DARI ARITU DH CKP.. JOM PG BAYAR SAMAN TAKAT 30 HENGGET. PATU LAYAN XLAYAN. SKANG DH KENA RM300 SAPA NK BAYAR? PATU SAMAN APE JADAH RM100 TAHUN 2005 TU??? BAHBI BETOL LA

DAH LA XDEK DUIT! XDEK KEJE! ROADTAX MATI!

MALAS LA LAYAN!

2009 -January Blues

I can say i'm not so excited about 2009. Beside planning for blast partey, not much really happen. We had to find new place to live and decided to choose Kinrara area. Biq la yg paling sukak. And then i'm started to feel work stress. suddenly. bahbi betol. patu slowly walks into depression. paling sial aku sedar and cant do anything plak tu. i was so depressed pasal ape? i dont really know. pasal keje? aah memang. aku dh xnak keje. tolong la. jadik part timer kt 7e pon aku sanggup. Papi suh sabar. ok aku sabar. Patu start susu kurang. omg. aku aku depress. After 2weeks i lost 4kgs and susu stok tinggal cukup seminggu (padahal baru gain weight tuh)

Yesterday i feels much better. Thank you sista!! still the susu xbyk and no letdown but i dont feel stress anymore. Aku dah lapa balik huhuhu. I need to eat and drinks a lot. I'm started berangan again and look forward for Pangkor. Yeah we are going to Pangkor this CNY with biq's family. Tonite we are going to visit little Humairah. Cant wait to see her.

I'm going to 31 this year and i'm 51kg today. Hamboi kurusnye aku!!!

p/s - kena mekap nih kalu idak nanti vie ckp aku tua plak huishhh

Dilema Hot Mami

Eiiii sedihnye.. 2-3 days before we went to Krabi, i had this major problem. My boobies no longer in Cup D size and the letdown omg tooks ages to come. Sami got hi, eh silap, very hi fever in Krabi but luckily the susu still ada & cukup for him eventho boobs kempes sentiasa.

Doc gives me Pil Tambah Susu the other day. Err my mistake maybe coz i didnt take as per prescrip.. heh konon takut kena bengkak susu. And the susu on off until last nite. Frust betol when sami cried as no let down & we have to give him EBM.

I've done everything:

- enfamama check
- oat + barli drinks check
- milk maid tea check
- fenugreek pill check
- pil tambah susu check
- 3 pumping session check
- direct feeding when with sami check
- eat in time check
- kurma + soya check (ermmm sedepnye ice blended kurma.. nk buat la mlm nih)
- tenangkn minda... errr nk check tapi tgh kacau jiwa ..how?

ok. i need to let go my stress. the depression comes when sami which is a very good boy marah2 bile let down xdek. sapa xmarah wei kalu cmtu. tapi bile sami marah mami terus stress. jgn marah mami sayang. i pray to Allah not to take the nikmat he gives me.

for those who wanted to know my feelings.. if i cant breastfeed sami until he's 2 i feels like i lost my life. lost peps who i love the most. i'm so devoted to breastfeed. i enjoy(should i put s?) breastfeed. i love breastfeed. i long to breastfeed. i hate formula. i hate peps discourage me.i hate peps ask me why i didnt give my sami formula. i love the feelings that i can hold sami, sapu2 kepala sami, cium2 tgn sami while he's enjoying his susu. I love the FACT that i lost weight because i breastfeed, i love to think that i got good figure by breastfeed. I love the thought that i dont need to worry to eat as i will lost callories everyday by breastfeed. I love the FACT that papi love me more when i breastfeed. I love to think that sami is a very fortunate boy. I'm a very lucky wife & proud hot mami.. oh I'm so obses to me Hot Mami. Hot Mami need big boobs. Pls susu dont go away..

saiko. i need to thinks something good. something best. go away. go away stress. frens pls doakan susu byk for me. byk susu. byk susu.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..
Banyak kan la susuku..
Khasiatkan la susuku...
Cukupkan la susuku sekurang2 nye sami umur 2 tahun...

Amin..

Kemalasan Melampaui Batas

OK. I'M SO MALAS NOWADAYS. KALAH TAHAP MALAS DOLU2. DEWA PUNYE MALAS. HISHH BILA LA NAK BUANG PERANGAI MALAS NIH..ZZZZZZZ

Mari Sini Aku Ajar Ko!

nih aku nk cite. bukan. bukan cite minyak. tapi cite yg lebih kurang pasal harga barang. di suatu hari waktu nak maghrib aku kuar dr toilet patu papi ckp

'B, nana sms tnya nk bli diaper dia tak. dia salah bli. huggies dry tapi dia dh pakai 5. dia nk jual rm27'

tenengggg (mcm tekan buzzer utk stopkn waktu)

pada ketika aku dipikiran ialah (kesiannye nana salah bli) maklum le dh ade anak, bila sume brgan dlm budget jadik paham la situasi dia. dan juga (eh brapa ye harga sebenar huggies tu sbb xbese bli) dan dgn spontannye aku mgutarakn soklan bese yg org akan tnya bile nk bli sesuatu brg iaitu

'dia salah bli? kesiannye. tnya dia huggies dry ape?' --- sbb setahu aku huggies ade 3 jenis. dry, dry comfort & ultra ape jadah la (aku baru tau bab baru aje bli huggies dry comfort sbyk 3 bungkus) (jgn tnya napa bli smpai 3 bungkus) (dan utk pengetahuan sume anak aku pakai mamipoko)

dan conversation itu terhenti

xlama slps itu.. (ekceli dh lepas dlm 2jam la) papi ckp

'i malas sbnrye nk bli sbb ermm u tgk la sms nana' -- smbil tunjukkn sms tu

korg tau ape minah nih ckp? untuk perhatian minah nih keje satu opis ngan papi, jawatan hebat gaji hebat belajar hebat smpai kt UK, laki dia juga hebat (surgeon xsilap aku) dan ini la org hebat punye sms

'eleh come on la hasrul, i'm selling you rm5 cheaper from the market price. takkan la diaper anak pon nk pakai posh2'

WTF!!!

KO BODOH KE APE??? KALAU KO NK JUAL BRG AKA NK MINTAK TLG APE JADAH KO CKP NGAN ORG MCM NIH??? LAKI AKU TNYA SIMPLE QUESTION. HUGGIES APE? SBB KITORG ADE HAK NK TAU JENIS & SIZE & HARGA SBNR WALAUPON NIAT AKU SBNRNYE KESIAN KN KT KO BAB SALAH BELI!! CILAKA PUNYE POMPAN. KO NK AKU AJAR CARA BERCAKAP KE??

mcm bese aku yg garang nih sudah naik angin .. aku ckp kt papi

'u sms dia ckp kitorg guna mami poko!! patu tnya dia puki dia pakai ape?? sukati aku la nk posh2kn bontot anak aku!! aku pon xpakai pad murah2!!!' BAHBI BETOL bebelku
paling aku angin sbb mmg situasi sbnr kitorg ade 3 bungkus huggies dry & satu bungkus mami poko. reason bli huggies bab mmber rekomen & time tu mami poko size s yg beso tu dh abis pusing2 tesco n c4 xdek.

patu papi dgn baik atinye sms balik..

'xpe la.. kitorg dh byk stock'

tau ape minah nih balas??

'hehehehhe (gelak mngejek) just because its not ultra blablabla...' aku dh xingat

BAHBI KAN???? ITS NOT BCOZ OF THE TYPE OF DIAPER. ITS BECOZ OF U STUPID WOMAN!! NAK AKU ULANG KE??

BELAJAR TINGGI2 SAMPAI NAIK KAPAL TERBANG BODOH MELANTUN2!!!

SEKIAN

AKU YG MARAH!

P/S - SUKATI AKU LA NK PAKAI KN ANAK AKU APE!!!!PASNIH AKU NK TEMPAH SPENDER PLATINUM UTK DIA (BAB DIA XLEH PAKAI EMAS. LAKI HARAM)

Confession of a Drama Queen

Hi. Since I'm pregnant, I've never exactly tells anyone about my experience or my condition (details I mean) to get thru the first trimester or even received the suppose to be good news for newlywed.. is it?

I think few peps knew about 'not want to have a child or getting pregnant' that always come out from my mouth till somebody like my sista aka the pervert one smashing me back n saying "huish tak baik" "ko jangan".. then someone like perempuan melayu terakhir - soni amira's gf 'ishh takkan skin xnak zuriat…" then I heard icam membebel to my face "udah2 la hisap rokok tuu… nanti xdpt anak….'

I'm not kidding with the fact that Papi will ignore every time I made that statement as I think both of us knew that he always gets what he want. So why bother arguing with me? If he want new CD he will get one, if he want nikezoom worth 500++ he will get one, if he want children of course he will get it as he knew I will always put him first (nasib la ko anak tunggal).

OK. This coming statement is before June 2007 (as I don't want Baby Kecik to kecik ati with me)

Peps said don't plan. But we do. We plan all our trips till end of this year coz I've planned to conceive early next year. Using reason 'I'm not protected from Rubella' 'I'm not ready' 'I don't like children' 'I need a maid' 'I've no money' and even 'I'm not capable to take care a baby' and with those non-stop complains from me, Allah still love me and grant me rezeki that I almost tolak. Yes, I forgot that I always doa and asked Allah to murahkan our rezeki and berkati our family. How an earth can I forgot that?

It started when Papi's realize something happen n change to my body. Yes. From 32A goes to Miss 36B. AND my heart was pounding very fast when one day my mom asked me "adik pregnant ke?" seeing my non-stop menguap action & looked very tired (padahal tgh soping tu!!). I denied it and as lidah bercabang more than two (my x once told me), I lied to my mom. "adik kena blk skang ade tukang paip nk dtg umah"

I drive insanely and called papi immediately. No, I didn't used handfree and I told him that Mak said I'm pregnant!! I want to do a pregnancy test!. Know what happen? When Dr. Mastura at Idzham told me I'm pregnant, my reaction was.. as usual emotionless plus mulut menyongket. Boleh tak? And I almost yelled to my beloved Papi trying to blame him. I did think that he plan this for the next 2 weeks (heheheheh). And of course I felt so depressed. I got depressed till that time I wanna change my name to Miss Depressed.

The non-stop complaining behavior continues. No. I don't joke about not wanting a child

I even told Papi MANY TIMES that I still don't want. Boleh? I cried when Papi pujuk said that he also in the same situation, mixed feeling, confused, happy but worried about me. He said he wanted the baby but he don't want me to get hurt. He begged me keep the baby and promised to take charge and settle everything (yes, until now he the one who read the articles and bancuh susu aku heheheh).

Me? I still mad and depressed. Dah le aku mmg Garang. But when I called my kakak told her that we are going to keep the baby I was stunned when she advised me to stop complaining & whining. Stop thinking negative coz it will fire me back. Karma. Suddenly I don't know where comes the strength, I'm switching my mind and start accepting what peps said.. the journey of my life.

HELL.

I'm 5 weeks pregnant when I got the news. Start to my 7 weeks till 13 weeks was HELL. Mengada? I was born mengada. Morning sickness? YES but my doctor said it was a bonus coz I got discount where I just fighting with my natural IBS & nauseas. I didn't throw up every morning. No. I'm just got VERY TIRED, PENING, TAKDE SELERA, SAKIT BLKG, LOYA TANPA MUNTAH DAN JUGA TIADA DAYA TAHAN TERHADAP BAU2AN YG MELAMPAU such as sume bau masakan, perfume and Papi. Heeheheheh kadang papi busuk sgt mcm baru keluar dari longkang. I lost weight. I lost my appetite but I'm not moody. Sometimes I feel depressed (suddenly) and cry easily and thank god till today AKU TAK MENGIDAM. Papi not lying and keep his promise. Hehehe he's the proudest papi in the world I think. Thank you for always let me be me.

NOW

I feel more energetic. I'm hepi of my baby kecik. I love my baby kecik. I have strong feelings that he's a boy. I don't mind anyway, boy or girl. I can eat now eventho not much. I started to gain my weight back. My hip getting bigger so does my tummy. I can let papi touch my tummy now (before this I'm freaking out as I always thought that he will not love me anymore). I even can share my feeling now. My blog? My Hot Mami blog? I'm a Drama Queen. I can tell peps about my exciting story without showing my true feelings. But now I confess that I'm hepi, afraid also but more hepi. I keep praying that baby kecik will not kecik ati with me. It's not you. It's me. Your Drama Queen Mami.


p/s – that's more to confess. See u next blog

Confession of a Drama Queen II

OK! OK! Tak Tahan!..

Org kata bila pregnant, kena selaluuu positive, senyum, happy, ikhlas, ceria, gembira, menarik, tertarik walaupon tembam. To be frank, aku xdek mood swing. Moody sume tu xdek walaupon aku semulajadik diva yang garang & mngada2.

TAPI!!! Kenapa dikala hati sedang ingin gembira aku masih/tak abis/akan terpikir jua pada bende & seseorang yg menyebabkan aku sakit hati! Peliknye. Aku tak paham kenapa aku nak sakit hati kat org bodoh mcm tu??? Aku sakit hati ke? Kompom sakit hati sbb aku sbnrnye xmo bercerita pon psl org tu. Kadang2 aku gelakkan kehidupan org tu & kadang2 jugak aku doakan & berharap org tu akan berbahagia

TAPI JUA… kenapa nk sakit hati? Org tu buat ape? Hahahahha org tu xbuat ape2 selain buat bodo. Kahkahkahkahkah. Aku sakit hati kat org yg bodoh sombong. Nampak sgt aku pon nk jadik mcm org tu. Eh tapikan sbnrnye aku xsakit hati di atas kebodohan sombong org tu tapi aku kecik ati dgn perangai org tu.

Aku tak paham? Aku lebih daripada paham. Dh la paham. Terima plak tu org tu seadanya. TAPI keadaan dimana org tu berperangai lagik diva dr aku mbuatkan aku marah. Mana boleh. Yg diva, mengada, belagak, ckp besar aku sorang aje. Ko org baik2 siap buleh sukati nasihatkan org sana sini. Nasihat satu hal. Siap sound2 org tu mcm ko bayar mas kawin org tu plak. Hahahah tetiba aku rasa lucu.

Malam tadik aku mimpi sorg minah nih. Minah nih lawak sbb bukan saja bodoh malah membabi buta. Aku xkesah sbb buleh aje dibuat bahan gossip alih2 mlm tadik aku boleh la mimpi psl dia. Huk alohhh.. apehal ntah. Tapi yg bestnye aku mimpi lempang dia kahkahkahkahkah!

Oh yea, satu lagik. Sebelum nak buruk sangka kat aku. AKU TAK MENGATA KORANG. AKU SUKA MNGATA KAWAN AKU YG SORG TU AJE. NAMA DIA BIQQUE. PATU KALU AKU NK BURUK2KAN DIA PON AKU CKP DEPAN MUKA. KALU AKU CKP KT BLKG PON ESOK2 AKU CKP KT DPN MUKA DIA. KALU KO RASA TAK SECURE, PERASAN ORG NK BURUKKAN KO, RASA ORG MENGATA HAL KO. HARAP MAKLUM BUKAN DTG DR MULUT AKU. TAPI KALU TGK DR PERANGAI KO TU. MMG PATUT LA ORG BURUKKAN KO. JAUH LA DARI MASYARAKAT. XKESAH & USAH BIMBANG PON SBB ORG KAT SEKELILING NIH JENIS PRIHATIN. BUSUK MANA PON HATI KO TU ESOK2 KALU SUSAH AKU SUMPAH KALU KO CARIK AKU, AKU TOLONG. TAKKAN KOMPLEN PUNYE.

KO PAHAM TAK STATEMENT BILE ORG TU CKP BESAR… ORG AKAN NILAI DIA?
HA ARI NIH KT BLOG NIH MMG AKU CKP BESO MCM AKU LA YG BAIK ATI KT DUNIA NIH. NAK NILAI AKU? NILAI LA.. PATU PIKIR BALIK. WORTH IT TAK KAWAN NGAN AKU? YG PENTING. AKU ADE SUSAHKAN KO KE? AKU BUAT BAIK KT KO LAGIK ADE.

Jadik…

Bila ko xlawa.. ko jgn ckp org lain xlawa…
Bila ko kawan ngan laki orang.. jgn la nk belagak mcm kawan2 ko nk rampas bf ko tu..
Bila bf ko bodoh.. bukan salah org lain..
Bila ko pon buat personal loan.. jgn la nk hina org lain buat loan gak..
Bila ko xtau cerita.. jgn suka suki serkap jarang..
Bila ko sendiri sarcastic… jgn cpt melenting..
Bila ko xtau bergurau.. jgn cuba pon bergurau ngan org yg mulut mcm aku…
Bila ko xnk kawan ngan org.. ckp aje dpn muka org tu.. xyah buat2 xnmpak…
Bile ko baca blog mcm aku.. amik iktibar aje jgn perasan aku ckp psl ko sorg..
Bile ko nk confront org… sila ckp mcm ko org berpelajaran…
Bila ko xeducated.. ko kaji bebetol.. mcm mana org 'yg betol' bercakap..
Bila ko buat salah.. mengaku aje n mintak maap..
Bila org mintak maap.. respect sket org tuu…ntah2 org tu xsalah pon.. Cuma berbudi bahasa aje
Bile ko kecikkan ati org.. jgn aspect org tu nk sms ko…
Bile ko bwk bf balik umah n tido dlm bilik.. bgtau siap2 la kt housemate terutama roommate ko
Bile ko ade bf baru.. kenal2kan la.. jgn tetiba ingat aku sombong xmo kenal bf ko
Bila bf ko gaji kecik.. jgn marah bf aku gaji besar.. hutang sama byk gakkk
Bila ko mmg semulajadi lawa… aku mmg suka tbyg ko naked.. terima aje la..
Bile ko buat xpedulik.. jgn komplen kt org napa org buat xpedulik kt ko..
Bile aku tepon .. patu phone ko tu 2 menit skalik putus.. tuko phone or tuko line or runtuhkan aje bangunan celcom tu..
Bile ko masak ketam tu … jamu aku sekalik..
Bile ko pikir masak2.. kawan2 sehidup semati ko nih.. xpenah pandang rendah kt ko..
Bila ko pikir masak2.. aku yg mulut jahat nih pon.. ati aku baik…
Bile ko nk bg hadiah cd mlm petama.. ko bagi sorok2 jgn smpai mak bapak pengantin jumpa
Bile ko jadik mak bapak pengantin.. xyah la nk bukak hadiah pengantin…
Bile ko xdek problem nk confront org.. terima jua dgn hati terbuka ape org tu nk ckp kt ko..
Bile ko xdek duit nk tunang.. jgn nk demand lebih2.. bukan ko yg kuar duit..
Bile ko xlarat nk kemas umah.. jgn nk bebel kt laki ko suh kemas.. dia pon penat gakkk..
Bile laki ko xdek duit.. jgn nk mintak bebukan..dia dh bayo sume dh..
Bile ko rasa ko jantan..jgn ckp laki lain xjantan mcm ko…
Bile ko dpt gf mcm bunga cinta lestari tu.. kompom la ko nk comolot…
Bile ko nk attend majlis org.. besfren aku pulak tu.. ko jgn nk belagak..
Bile ko dah kaya.. jgn nk buat2 lupe kt aku plak..
Bile ko jemput org jadik rombongan kawin ko.. jgn buat muka mcm sial..
Bile ko jual kete ko n share satu kete ngan laki ko..jgn pandai2 suh aku jual kete gak..
Bile ko dh sakitkan ati laki aku.... jgn la anggap ajak mkn kt chilis tu buat ati laki aku senang..
Bile ko dh kawin.. ingat skit awak tu dh kawin.. mengandung pulak tu.... jgn nk komplen n kutuk org aje.. mcm bagus sgt..
Bile Na Cik Elly nak masak udang smbal petai lagik? Se nyee…..